FML

I know that college changes people. Some for the better and some for the worse. I’m in a bit of a predicament that I don’t know what category it fits in. I can to my best friend’s college for the weekend to spend time with her, and obviously meet some of the people that she has been hanging out with. That I really don’t have a problem with. It’s the fact that she has kind of ignored me for the past two days that sucks. I like the friend she has been hanging out with while I am here, but not to this extent. 

I am constantly left out of things and I’m to my breaking point. I can’t really talk with my best friend about this situation since her friend is over right now. I can’t really cry like I want to because then that would just raise questions. But I don’t know what to do. I have homework, which I have been working on. I started working on it, in the hopes that they would try to include me, but they didn’t. So then I put my ipod on and have been listening to that. 

If I didn’t have my ipod or homework or my laptop right now, I have no idea what I would be doing. I’m thinking about putting on pajamas and just going to bed right now. Then whenever I wake up in the morning, get ready then leave without saying anything to my best friend. I’m tempted to kind of just leave now and go back home, but then I’d be driving until like 9:30 to 10:00 tonight, and I don’t think I really want to do that. 

I just don’t even know anymore. I have been replaced as a best friend. And this hurts more than you could imagine. It sucks so much to know that you have been replaced when you came down expecting to spend time with your best friend, and you find out that you really aren’t best friends anymore. 

What would you do in this situation?