What am I doing with my life?
Sometimes I feel like I’m just wasting away my life with kpop and Korean idols. Sure, I went to SMTown New York. But I will never meet any of my idols. I will never be mentioned or retweeted by them. So why am I even wasting my effort on it?
It may not be impossible, true, mainly because I was retweeted by Tom Felton. So it’s not all that impossible, but I highly doubt my Korean loves will ever see my tweets to them, or even if they did I’m sure they wouldn’t care.
My life essentially revolves around kpop right now, and it’s going to be a waste. It’s like my obsession with Backstreet Boys back when I was in second grade. I fall for these famous guys that I will never meet or talk to. I should let go, but I can’t. I feel like I’m too lost in this fandom to ever get myself out. And I’m afraid that it will cost me dearly in the future.
What can I do? (Wow, without even trying I reference kpop. See what my life has come to?)
